Today in a Dark Room


Today I work in the darkroom
alone
in the early afternoon.
In the outer room the sun
sweeps in beneath the blinds
casting its happy patterns
on the floor and on the sink
where I have washed
the reels and the tanks
after developing a roll of film
that waits in the gurgling washer
to be hung and dried.

I stand in the revolving booth
and push so that the door
opens on the other side,
an underworld
with black walls
and dim orange lights,
strange machines,
lakes of chemistry,
a place where water
is ever flowing.

The clock stands still,
broken,
but I make time exist here,
with my wristwatch.
Its little hands count the seconds
it takes
to light a picture
into the paper
and then for chemicals
to make it appear
and then to stop
its development
and fix it on the paper.

An hour is a thing unknown here,
only something made up
of added seconds,
as a millennium
is comprised of years.

The photographs wait
upon a rack to dry
until they are ready
to turn through
the revolving door
and face a new world
of bright lights, staring eyes,
exclamations, sighs.