The Dead Romance of Horses


I’m not in love with horses anymore.
Like a long marriage
the enchantment is gone, the romance
worn and faded.
I can’t write
about horses
in terms of the wind made flesh
or the heart and courage of the champions.
Man O’ War
Secretariat
They were the exceptions.
Instead I think of Saddlebreds on hot Kentucky days,
of lazy CC and Banner who threw me because
I wanted him to canter.
Or the silly filly
at Churchill Downs,
dumb as a Valley blonde,
shying at a donut wrapper that rattled in the wind.
But yesterday in the toy store window
I saw a plastic Saddlebred stallion,
like a photograph of an old lover,
proud and handsome,
as though prepared for war.
And I thought of Pride
and the way we glided down the stable aisle,
moving together like lovers
who had known each other a long, long time.